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Name: Danelle
Country: United States
State: New York
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Birthday: 1/21/1979
Gender: Female
Interests: My JESUS,my sons,my friends,my family,my church family,the youth,college students,my nieces and nephews,movies,sports
Expertise: I have a Bachelor's Degree in Criminal Justice
Occupation: Daycare worker
Industry: childcare
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  soccnelle
Member Since:
1/9/2006
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| The boys were up at 6am this morning. I wish they would sleep in once in awhile. It is nice when they wake up early during the week though. Tomorrow I will be taking Seth to a specialist in syracuse for an all day evaluation. We have to be there at 9am so it will be a long day. I hope Seth does well all day. Pray for peace! In a few short weeks seth will be starting kindergarten. I can't believe that he is that old. He is getting so big. He is talking so much better know, and I can understand him. Christopher is getting big as well. He is talking and doing things on his own. He has officially entered the world of terrible two's....it is a good thing that I love him! We have to go back to court because stephen has not been paying child support for about 3 or so months. I really hate going to court because I take time off from work for it and I feel that it is a waste of time. If he at least saw the boys and helped me with them it would not be a big deal for me to not have him pay any money. But not seeing and not paying for your children....come on!!! Sorry, I just had to vent. In terms of the divorce it is in the process I just have so much paperwork to do for it and not much time to do it or turn it in. I wish I was not having to do it, but my husband is gone. The man I married is no where to be found and is wandering in the wilderness, and does not want my help so I need to do what is best for me and the boys. The other day when I went to pick up the boys christopher threw quite the fit(screaming,kicking and hitting me) because he didn't want to leave Daddy. It broke my heart,but what can I do. I did not make the choice for him to leave. It did not seem to bother Stephen at all that his kids were upset. I just don't know what to do in these situations I understand why they are mad and I don't blame them, but I don't want them to act like that either. Any suggestions? I have to go get ready for church now. | | |
| Love is a word that is weird to me. People do all kinds of things to people they love. Love keeps people hanging on in bad situations. Love is what makes people think about choices they are making. Love is a strong glue. Love is also hard to get over even when the person hurts you deeply. Love is why JESUS died for us. Love is what makes us do stupid things sometimes. Love is a BIG word! When you love someone it is hard to see them self destruct and wish you could help even though sometimes you can't. | | |
| Some people have asked why I don't write on here much anymore. Simply because people only want to hear about the good things in my life. Right now I don't have a whole lot of them to say. I am hurting, and angry about my situation. I wake up sometimes and think it is a bad dream but quickly realize it is not. So, I can't always write about good and happy things in my lfe. So that is why I don't write. My life is hard and painful right now and sometimes I have to write about it and people who read this don't want to hear about the bad and painful just the happy and cheerful. So that is the honest reason. | | |
| Well, about a month ago I filed for divorce. It was a hard decision but I finally realized that I had to do what was best for me and the boys. Having their Father be married to their Mother and have a girlfriend is not good for them. One of us had to put their best interest at heart. I hate having to make this decision but it had to be made. So, that is what is going on with that part of my life. I hope it is over soon because I am not enjoying it. | | |
| Today I rejoice because it is Christopher's 2nd birthday. He has been such a blessing to me. I love him so much. I know he will have a great day at the park and the beach with his brother and cousin. I remember it just like it was yesterday that he was born and now here we are celebrating his 2nd birthday. He is so sweet! Happy Birthday Christopher! I love you! This was written for his Aunt Leslie that says I never write on here. | | |
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